I Am A Prostitute And I Am Now Dating One Of My Clients, But I Think He Is Ashamed Of Me

I’m dating a man 18 years older than me. He’s been very good to me. I love him so much!! And I know he loves me. But, I’m confused about knowing whether or not if he sees me as long term or short term. First off, I met him on an escorting site, (Yes, I did escort because I was desperate in finding a job). But, as I was leaving the industry, telling him I’m moving to another state and get my life together, he offered to come to see me.

He paid me for the first few visits, until I caught feelings for him and didn’t want to accept his money. Now, it’s a year later. We’ve still been seeing each other, and we’ve gotten sort of serious. He feels very strongly about me seeing other people due to it being called cheating! So, we are in a relationship. I’ve met his close friends but not his mom and daughter (he is divorced). And, he hasn’t met mine yet either. I’ve asked him about being introduced to his mom and daughter, and he said he would, but when it came down to it he reneged on it.

I love him so much, but I don’t want to waste my time. I’m on my feet now. I have a good job. But, I just want to know from a man’s perspective how would you view me? Is he ashamed of me? I’m so confused.